the date thing went pretty cool, ive been keeping in touch with him and we are currently trying to arrange a day for him to come into college to be a part of my photo shoot!!!!!

i am gonna leave my course pretty sooooon!!!!!!!!

im gonna do hairdressing next year, i will be on it with my friend ~beena coz she has also left.... heheheheh*snort*

have not spoken to ~BluCheeze in ages, (hope your ok love, get back to me soon ok? wanna meet up some time?)

my photography project is coming along great!!!! so far we have done Vanity, and Lust.... heh... just five more to go

tomorrow, ~beena is coming back to college to be in my Anger photo's.
should have some photos up soon.... as i kepp saying, but has not happened yet.... heheh... SORRY!

im gonna go now coz i am so very . i want

guess what, people, i have been set up on a blind date

i am absolutely bricking it, but i am also looking forward to it.


ok... info on this guy... he is 18, he is 5ft,4in (AAAAWWWWWW... shortass!!)
i have no idea what he looks like but i have spoken to him on the phone and we get on quite well so its not to bad, i suppose.

hehehugh*snort*

i am meeting him on friday at lunchtime at the trainstation in town and we are going to go for cofeeeeeee YAY

i will let you know how it goes....... Meh!!!! wtf...... was gonna write something else but cant remember now... oh well, dont care really....

TA-TAH LOVES!!!!!!!

I am really confused at the moment, there is this boy at college who I really like, but I just dont know what to do about him

It is really confusing, what doesnt help matters, is that I get really shy about the people I like, and also my friend ~splintered-faith has talked to him and 'apparently' he likes me to.
You may think this is a good thing, but in actual fact, it makes things a lot harder for me to know what to do. :0_o:
A) I dont actually know if he does like me or not, so there is a fair chance that i will end up looking like a complete arse
B) If he DOES like me, that means im gonna find it even harder to talk to him because.... well,.... because he likes me, and im a bit of a twat like that (always fooking up when i need it the least)

Oh my god, i suppose i shoulld talk to him and let him know how i feel, and if he reacts badly, i will simply move to the other side of the planet.
simple as that.

i am just going to let things take its natural course, and if it doesnt work out, then c'est la vie!

i will have some devs up really soon, i hope,

WOOOOOOOO YEEAAAH!!!


i have been given another chance too stay on at college!!!
next year i have decided to do performing arts because i am kinda fed up with art, i only did it because you get photography with it!!!!!!

i might be moving back to london to do my performing arts course because ther is a college which specialises in it and its meant to be really good!

but i will have to go live with my gran, an di wont get too see my friends that much so im in split minds about it!!!! *confused*

i really need to make a start on my work now, i will bid you farewell and hope too have some deviations up soon coz i know that my page cant be that exciting at the moment!!!!!

BYE-BYE!!!!

oh btw way (to ~BluCheeze) i am not moving now untill after June so i WILL be at your d&d no matter what!!!!

Luv ya!!!! *MWAH*

hey everybody who looks at my page.
all 2 of you!
including me!!
yay!!! popularity!!!

i know what im doing for my 18th birthday party!!!
me and a load of mates are going to Trash Palace in Soho, which is a very nice gay club which i went to with my aunt on 13th birthday!!!

no one else knows about this yet. i am going to spring it on them at college one day!!!!
tis what i do best!!!!

i have started saving already. ive got £170 put aside!! which i admit is alittle extreme, but i am planning to get savagely trashed in an attempt to null the pain of being responsible for my own actions. even thogh i am a good boy and never get into any trouble...!

does anyone know how much it costs to get the train from hampden park station in eastbourne to soho and then from soho to camden?
if anybody could let me know i would be extremely gratefull!!! *MWAH*

happy belated birthday to my freind ~ BluCheeze!!! hope you had a good one!!!

my new years resolutions are:1) be a pescafarian (a vegetarian thats eats fish, i need my protien!)
2)no more drugs
3)be as flirtatiouse as possible!!!!! (hence the emoticon on my profile!! lol!)
gotta go now!! need a smoke and some food!!!
byebye you lovely pieces of trash! *MWAH*